Notes

• Nov 7, 2025 Another Friday. Time has been slipping through my hands like grains of sand. It's been so busy... Even though I have barely done anything on this website, it has been a source of comfort. A place to come back to. A reminder of good things. This is kind of a note to my future self? Because of everything going on, ideas only been circulating in my mind but I can barely find the time and energy to work on it. So before I forget-
  
  Hey future me, here are some ideas you had.
  I followed a site called Sunfish Dreamworld and in her sites 'tips' section I saw her mentioning w3css tabs and my brain just clicked lol, I am dying to try that out. I adoree her site. I also saw in other sites the idea of 'media log' and I might just delete all the empty links on my nav and smush it all into a media log. I am not much of a reviewer- so I might just make a place to rant about my favorites. I might also wanna add links to my tumblr and anime tracker site (animeplanet) later on. Oh I also saw some cute 'about me' in other sites. I also wanna have a nice place for blinkies and stamp. I am not fan of what I've done for the blinkies, so yeahhhh... I probably had a lot more ideas... but hehehehe I forgot lmao.
  
  Sigh... I'm tired.
• Nov 1, 2025 I absolutely love November. One of my favorite months. This past week, I was so socially overstimulated. So when I finally got my friday off, I studied, finished a short book on a total whim, spoke to literally no one and I loved it.
  I have some ideas for the site, lets see how that goes.
• Oct 24, 2025 how's my new journal look? hehehehehe. I like it. I guess, I shall be committing to the blue theme after all.
• Oct 23, 2025 The amount of empty spaces I had was making me feel upset lol. I have no idea with what to fill it with... so I removed the right colum. But I figured out how to make my blinkies scroll infinitely! Fancy stuff.
  Hmm.. But maybe it's a good thing I don't know what to fill my website with. It means I have many things left to discover yet, many joys to find.
• Oct 20, 2025 It's a bright monday morning and the more I look at my website, the more I hate it. I wonder if it's normal to have this destructive urge to delete everything.
• Oct 19, 2025 OMG IT WORKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MY JOURNALL WORKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, I actually have no idea what I did. It feels a little cheating if I am honest because I had copy paste the code from AI. BUT OMG, I will definately learn more of javascript when I get more comfortable with this coding business BUT IT WORKSSSS, I'll take this win. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. This is way too much fun. I am so curious how it all worked. Gotta go study some videos. but yay hehehehehehehe
• Oct 17, 2025 Oh... dear... my brain is not ready for javascript yet..... this is so confusing... what is this?!
  nope, scratch that, gotta find another way. I thought I could ask chatgpt to teach me what I am trying to doooo but I cannot makeeee senseeeeeeeeeee ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Oct 14, 2025 Lo and behold people, My journal!!!
  It's empty. Don't get too excited yet.
  Again I have an idea, but dunno how to execute it. I spent stupid amount of time to pick a background picture. I couldn't commit myself to the blue aesthetic because I am a girl of many aesthetic. But aside from that, I wanna give myself different things to work on. At first I went a little crazy with the layout idea with my journal and I realized, that is beyond my brain right now. So I settled with a basic layout. BUT I did give myself a challenge. So yeahhhhh.. let's see how that goes.
• Oct 13, 2025 I've been busy with classes and other stuff. But I finally made some time today and looook at my navigation barr!! I am obessed with how it glows up when you hover over it. It took a lot of restraining for me to not add that on every single thing. BUTT LOOOK hehehe I like that. It looks a little like moonlight shining on it, doesn't it? Oh maybe I will add that effect on bunch of other things.
• Oct 10, 2025 Woa, I think it's coming together?
• Oct 9, 2025 I have an idea, just dunno how to excecute it yet. AHHHHHH!!!! But I'm getting there. The only problem is.. I can't make up my mind!! AHHHH!!!!
  cleaned up my code tho. It's still messy.. yeesh.. At least things are a little more lined up now. That was bothering me.
• Oct 6, 2025 Been having some rough days. I wanted to work more on the site, and in my mind I have thousand ideas... but whenever I try to sit down I just felt blank. So I told myself, do something very small and tiny. And so, I did! I added a small section which might be the future home for my navigation bar lol. I keep reminding myself to not turn my hobby into a chore, and not everything needs to be perfect. Still learning. It's okay.
• Oct 3, 2025 I had a long day today. So I allowed myself to go easy and just added pics and fonts lol, because why not? I shamelessly spent way too much time picking a font though. Might change it later again.
  It's funny how this layout is soooo different from the one I had intially drawn. Just shows how much my mind likes to wander.
  Things I want to add? A navigation bar, a live chat, oh I wanna add some blinkies. A neocities site is feels incomplete without those. I wonder now if I can safely say now, I know basics of html and css.
  Gotta change my intro box then XD. I should definately add a journal because this section is NOT meant for such lengthy chatter, but eh- it's fine for now. I wasn't sure if I would commit to the blue theme? but I say it has a very soft and pleasant vibe to it which I want to keep. It's a safe space! Mine and anyone elses who stumbles across. I hope as I explore, learn and add various things, I can fill these pages with little joys of mine. That's all for today. Thank you for staying.
• Oct 2,2025 Okay, okay LISTEN. OMG I JUST FIGURED OUT CSS GRID OMG OMG OMG OMG
  Ahem, lemme compose myself. So uhm this is kind of a layout? I need to add stuff and then remove the borders. But I added to see where is which item. BUT WOW LOOK AT ME. I mean I still have a lot to learn. I want to have everything not take up all the space in the screen and look more compacked and neat. BUT GAAHHHH I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!
  This is took me two hours to figure out and there was this time I had to stare at the whole thing because nothing was working until I realized I mistyped something smh. but yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm so pumped up.
• Oct 1, 2025: Hi, hello. Yup, I am still confused. But I am always confused, so thats alright. I have learned there is stuff called flexbox and grid. And I am trying to work my way around it. All those videos make it look so cool and easy, but it's harder than it looks (at least for a begniner like me). I did change the look of this note section though. I like it :)
  Now I need to figureout flexbox!! I can work through this! I have nothing better to do anyways... hehe
• Sep 30, 2025: Still figuring things out. But I have decided to the make site on VS code and then add to neocities because the websites inside editor thingy is kinda hard to nagivate.
  I think, next I will work on css grid system thing. Because I wanna make it look organized with different sections and stuff. Let's see how that goes!
  Oh and renamed site updates to Notes. Also followed a bunch of sites for inspirations.
• Sep 29, 2025: Trying to figure everything out.... Added a background, added fonts.. and a site update section, which I might rename later.